Do I have the rights to love?

I don't think your feelings are "lying" to you. I think you've never really experience "love" in depth. Sounds more like - intense "raging hormonal" connections lol. But don't go ignoring every girl who looks at you - if they have crushes - that's fine, it's what girls do. You can't protect everyone from your "gravity pulling eyes" lol. If you honestly do not like a girl back and they confront you about it - let them down easy - and don't ignore them, give them a reason.. maybe you aren't "looking for a relationship at the moment." And as for walking up to girls who don't know you but are infatuated with you - don't tell them you aren't interested - you are their fantasy lol - let them think what they think in la-la land. Girls are tougher than you give them credit for. But if you really honestly like someone then go for it - see where it leads. Don't be afraid of what "could" happen or who you "could" hurt, everyone gets hurt in life.. but sometimes ppl need experience of dating. And i think you still have yet to find "love" personally i don't believe you find it just by starring at someone. But hey - best of luck - don't stress yourself out about girls too much, you'll go crazy lol.