Thursday, August 18, 2011

Dream i had when i was 4 made me terrified of beethoven's music, farajaqua, trudor homes, victorian homes help?

when i was little my mom would play beethoven and farajaqua (creepy song) so i would fall asleep peacefully, and those songs always gave ,me the creeps. but i often had dreams about trudor and victorian style homes (with those songs playing in the backgrund of the dream like a movie) and it would be sunny and a nice day (i don't like the sun but it was the kind of day another person might call a good day). and this lady (who sang farajaqua in my mind was kinda plump and old and she looked so sweet... to my mom who was also in the dream... but i saw evilness in her eyes... she would take my mom and i's hand and start leading us to her house (her house was like a cross between trudor and victorian) and now i am scared of beethoven's music and that farajaqua song and victorianaand trudor style homes. this can't be normal. please explain this to me? i woke up screaming all the time. her eyes were not red or anything i just got such an overwhelming horrible feeling. i was four then and i don't have those dreams anymore. i am fourteen now. still terrified. it's hard for me to write this down because i feel jumpy and paranoid an i'm looking all around me. ugh help, thanks

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