Who do i pickk out of these guys ! PLEASE HELPP ! 40 pts to best anser?

for the past month i have been going out with this kid shaun and i really love him.....dont say just cause im in 6th grade i dont know what love is...but i do. and i love shaun but then theres matt. and matt is in 7th grade and is so popular and the HOTTEST kid i have seen in my whole life and he hugged me and does <3s to me all the time and hes my buddy. and he has a gf amd eveer since we have started talking we started tlkng bout breaking up with the people were going out with ... i hope he means breaking up with his girlfriend emily... for ME ! and but matt is a total player.. annd he says sweet things to me even though hes going out with emily...but matt makes me smile and feel amazing. and then thres shaun and shaun and me have been going out for a month well longer but he waas my first slow dance kiss hookup FIRST EVERYTHING..when matts had some more experiance.. but matt sometimes ignores me in school and i think he would be embared to be with me because im in 6th but its not like im not friends with msot of his friends because i am friends with them and im one of the most popular hot 6th graders in my grade.. but idk who to choose. because i was gonna break up with my boyfriend shaun today in shcool in person but i couldnt i was gonna start crying because im in love with him but matts so hot and he makes me feel amaaazig and pretty and beautidful and makes me feel lke the greatest girl in the world hes sweeps me off my feet and idk what to do..PLEASE HELP ! and 40 pts to best answer.. im in 6tgh grade..dont say idk what <3 IS BECUSE I DO ! truustt me im very mature for my age. and this is one of the most confusing decisions ever for me ! jusut helpp helppphellpp !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!